Why always the poor one have to suffer so much problems while the rich one don't???

I was wondering why always the poor one have to suffer so much problems in their fucking life while the rich one don't?

They are humans and so do we...But why is it unfair for us??

I am the one who are born without smart phones, without plenty of cashes, without great toys, without anything that I wanted to have...

I really envy on the others,

who don't need to work and yet they still can enjoy their fucking life everyday...

who gets anything that they wanted...

who gets on to the latest trend and fashion...

I always think for a long time whenever I wanted to buy something...

I don't have a chance to save money to buy what I wanted...

I don't want to ask money from my parents as I'd already burdened them for my studies...

But I still don't understand why whenever I wanted to save money to buy what I wanted, there will be a need to use the money for some other thing else...

I am envy that most of everyone are using smart phones now while I'm still using a "DUMB" fucking handphone which I'd already used for 5years...

I am envy that most of my classmates are using great cameras and variety of accessories while I don't even have a Lens that I want...

I am envy that people are start using Lomo cam and I still unable to own one even the price is much much cheaper than DSLR's accessories...

AND

I am envy that why I have to work in order to support my studies while the rest are sleeping at home and get their income expenses with just showing their hands to their parents...

Rich one will not understand how the poor's life...because they never suffer before what we suffering until now...

~sAd EmO eLLe~

时间过了真快。。

一眨眼，一年就过去了。。

甜蜜和痛苦也来跟去了。。

开心跟伤心，都一起经过了。。

为什么伤心时间会比开心时间长呢？

虽然只见过一次，

但是他还是永远在我身边。。。

宝贝，一周年快乐。。

永远爱你哦。。

Insurance Agency...

I wonder why there are people who don't know how to use their brain to think...

I met with an insurance agent and he asked me to signed up a new promotion from their insurance company..And I told him that I'm not interested in those insurance things and yet he kept telling me all his nonsense...

Next, I told him that, " you are not the first one who ask me to join.."

"There were a few more others who had asked me before also...Most of my customers from insurance agency had asked me before, my workmate's friend also asked before, my best friend asked me before as well, and even my AUNT who are the MANAGER of her insurance agency asked me before...If I really wanted to buy, why I still need you to explain all those things to me?"

And yet he kept on telling me again...bla bla bla...A normal person who knows how to manage his business, he must not only pursue their customer but must make their customer to feel confident towards them...And he is not only making me losing my temper,yet he is making me felt disappointed towards him and worst is making disappointed towards ALL the insurance agencies...

..Elle..

KL vs Penang

People in KL will never know and understand the living of people in Penang..

As KL they live in cities and towns...

Most of them are successful businessmen and bosses...

They are rich...

They had what they want..

They will never know how is the life of the poor people...

How can you compare people from KL and Penang??

Yes I admit we were educated in the same way..

BUT that were just education...

They do not know what is the meaning of MANNERISM...

Too bad...

Penang people live in hard way...

We had a boring lifestyle everyday..

class, work, assignment, sleep...

That's our life...

How bout you all???

Rich family's kids won't know how is the hardness and suffocation of earning money...

They have their parents to pampered them...

They don't have working experience..

And they never feel how is working and college life...

I'd learned my lesson now...

And I will continue my life...

I will concentrate more in my work and studies now...

Don't want to think others already...

No point thinking so much as you don't know what really is happening in our life...

~sAd EmO eLLe~

Kite

Loving sum1 is jz like playing a kite..

We nid to control it well so dat it will fly up high towards d sky...

If v pull it to hard, it wun fly up properly..

If v let go it to much, it will blown away by d wind...

As v r hepi when v c d kite flies up high dancing with da wind...

After long term playing like dat, v will start 2 b bored...

But the kite is still dancing happily wit da wind...

Soon,

v will slowly lose our grip,

and d kite will fly away wit d wind 2getha...

~SaD eMo eLLe~

SUPERLOVER

Early in the morning I put breakfast on your table,

and make sure that your coffee has it sugar and cream..

Your eggs are over easy, your toast are lightly..

All that missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me..

And now you said the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet..

And I cant help but to wonder if you're talking about me...

We don't talk the way we used to talk, its hurting so deep..

I have my pride, I will not cry, but its making me weak..

I'm not your SUPERLOVER!!!

I'm not the kind of guy that you could let down and think that everything's OK!

Boy I am only HUMAN!!!

This guy needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me...

I fought the way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you,

I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you,

but when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all..

You said you rather read the paper and you don't want to talk..

You might to think that I am crazy when I said that you've changed..

I'm convinced I know the problem that you don't love me the same..

You're just going through the motions and you're not being FAIR!!

I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care..

Oh babe...

Look into your corner of your mind..

I'll always be there for you in good and bad times,

but I can't be the SUPERLOVER that you want me to be!!!

I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return to love me!!!!!

~sAd eMo eLLe~

Overmissed...

I dreamt of him twice already...
Every night I slept, I hugged tight my pillows and bolster...
Imagining as if I am hugging him while I sleep...
I can't stop thinking of him...

Whenever I see my phone,
when ther is no message,
I started to miss him...
My heart started to cry...

Everytime I received his message,
I always hope he feels my comfort...
Though I don't know how to comfort him,
but I'll try my very best for him...

Its been 4 months we'd been together...
But we never meet each other...
He always told me that he is afraid,
afraid that I'll be dissapointed after we meet..
I told him that I will not...
My love toward him is long lasting...

I will not give up until he give up on me...
And I will be waiting,
till the day we could meet and stay together...


Dear..
I love you so much...
I want to be with you forever no matter what and how people say...
I just want you to be with me....





~Elle~