^^v

hehe..

my live nw adays getting much much happier than laz time...

its all bcoz of him..

itz bcoz of him i culd b hapy for...

i love him so much...

i promis to him dat i will not leave him until he leaves me...

i so miss him...

evryday i missed him...

i'll miss him whenever i din receive his reply...

i'll miss him when i din c his pic...

i'll miss him when i culdn't hear his voice...

i miss him evryday...

he is part of my life...

without him,

i culdn't b so happy till 2day...

without him,
im still living in d darkness..

without him,

im still lonely...

i cant afford 2 lose him...

i wan him so much 2 b 2getha wit me...

i wan to tie him tight 2getha wit me...

i dun mind if culd tie a dead knot...

i love so much dear...

miss u....

muax~~~

~Elle + Adlie = 4eVa~

Fnally~~~

I'm finnaly in relationship nw!!!!
wooohooooo!!!!
haha...

How sweet for dat...
really thank God so much...
now im so happy wit him...
Though c live so far apart,
but my heart is always be with him..

Now i even much more happier than laz time...
after he stepped into my life,
I have no more worries...
my sadness r gone...
my hardness r gone as well....

Wat makes even happier is dat he has so many similarities wit me...
he loves music n so do i...
he loves purple n so do i...
he loves emo n so do i...
he loves me...n so do i love him!!!!
and v hav d favourite song as well too...
haha...

i love u so much dear!!!



~Elle+A=43Va~~~

The Loving Memories of Grandma~

Tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow...

Seconds by seconds, a minute passed...
Minutes by minutes, an hour passed....
Hours by hours, a day passed...
Days by days, a week passed...
Weeks by weeks, a month passed...
Months by months, a year passed...




and finally...





Years by years,
human lives gone...



From now on,
our family will gonna missing something...
Something that could light up the darkness in our heart....
And that thing is a voice...
The most cheerful voice...


The voice of my beloved grandma...





She likes scolding people since I was very young...
She likes to pluck off teeth for her granchildren...
She likes to talk bad about her grandchildren infront of every relatives...





Last time I used to hate her...
But now,
I regret....



Because..



All the words that comes out from her mouth,
its all for our own good...



She talks bad about her grandchildren infront of relatives,
because she wants us to feel the shame and not to repeat the same mistakes again!!!



She likes to pluck off the teeth of her grandchildren,
because she don't want us to waste money to see a dentist!!!!






My grandma is a very brave woman...
She has no fear in her life...
I saw her arguing with a guy at a road side when i was about in primary school...(i cant remember arguing for what)


She dares to fight for her disease eventhough it is very risky for her...
She dares to face the fate that comes to her...






Many people in our family members don't really like her I think...
Due to her attitude,
the way she talked,
they way she act,
the way she treat us...





But...





They don't know what is the BIGGEST sacrifice that she had done for her children n grandchildren....
Until yesterday morning during the funeral ceremony time only everyone starts to regret...
Everyone starts to cry..Including me...



But...
Its too late already...
Time had passed....
Life has gone...



Now what we had to do is to be strong...
No matter what also,
we still had to grant her last will...



Which is...
The most important is to take care of our grandpa...


and...



The whole family had to be united...
"A swollen bannana can cause that whole bannana unedible"....
This is what she always hope..


Although her body is no longer here,
but her soul are always in our heart,
and our memories....





Thank you God for bringing my grandma Home..
May God bless grandma Rest in Peace....





~EmO eLLe~