Im so upset that I couldn't celebrate with my sweetheart..
And worst I got a fever and headache till I couldn't be so sweet with him...
I really felt so hard...
I hope he will never mind about this...
But what I always hope is that he could be happy being together with me...
I wanted him to be comfort by me...
I wanted him to stay forever with me...
This time is my real heart towards my lover...
My EX durations was about 1month relationship...
But this time,
I want it to be forever...
I don't want him to feel upset because of me...
I don't want him to blame himself again because of me...
What I want is to take care of him...
Ensure that he is always happy with me..
As long as he is happy,
I'm happy as well together with him...
Dear,
I wanna tel you that I love you and I wanna hold you tight,
so that I won't lose you...
I promise...
Always loving you~~Elle...
