bcoz im plu...

many of my frenz said,

"its so unbelieveable u r dis kinda ppl...i really cant believe dis..u doesn't like dat frm my point of view...y u wanna b like dat??? izit dat sum1 hurt u b4 laz time and caused u 2 bcum like dat????"

i said no...coz its me my ownself..

i told him dat i will change bck 2 normal when im 25...

bcoz im wat i m nw...

n i dun care wat ppl talking anything bad bout me...

coz they aren't me...

they dunno hw r my feelings...

i knw wat 2 do when im 25...

jz dun worry bout me...

wat i only hope frm my frenz is dat,

i really hope u all dun mind bcoz im dis kinda person...

i jz hope u all can jz treat me like a normal fren n dun think bout im dat kinda person...

jz my only hope...

if no 1 can accept it,

den i rather b alone in my life n search 4 my own happiness in my life...

~The End~

am i suppose 2 b happy??

i dunno whether shud i b happy bout dat anot...

my fren told me wit my look like dis,

ther r many gals will fall on me...

but,

i think im not dat kinda person as he tot...

i m a person dat no 1 can tot off thru my outlook and my attitude..

till 2day,

sum1 told me dat,dat person admire me...

i was shocked at 1st...

but,

i oso felt dat i hav sum feelin towards dat person...

but i dun really sure shud i accept or not...

if i accept,

i knw dis kinda relationship wun laz long...

but if i dun,

i think i hurt myself n i hurt dat person...

eventhou i'd been told dat i looks hansum,

and dat person likes me...

but i dun think im as hansum as his tot...

coz photos r never real in nw adays...

im happy coz ther is sum1 who likes me since so long d...

but im still worry...

haiz...

so,

am i suppose 2 b happy???

~The End~

~

Ther is no point appologising if u continue 2 make d same mistake..

dont u knw d things dat u made was jz a waste of time???
wat for u appologise 2 me if u still making ur bloody f*cking mistake???
go f*ck urself la if u think u r rite...
i tell u i hate d kinda ppl like u!!!!!

FINALLY!!!

after so many days,
2day is d day i neva thought of him..
i felt like really gave on him d..
i think i did...
im totally nw dun hav anymore feel on him d..
i think i shud leave it aside,
n look foward,
as my life is still goes on...
eventhou im not dat handsum,
but i blive dat looks dont really important..
so,
althou i found dat ther r ao many ppl leng zai than me dis few days,
but,
i still move on like dis even i felt jeluz bout them..

d oni thing i knw is dat,
God made me dis way bcoz They wan me 2 look like dis n i will take dis as a challange frm d Almigthy....

~The End~

STOMACH KILLIN ME!!!

2day whole day dunno y my stomach cari pasai wit me again...
haiz...
dunno whether izit may b bcoz of yesterday de chendol ah...
till nw oledi 12.28 a.m. liao still pain...
masih berpulas-pulas lagi...
go toilet shit,
oni fart came out nia..xP
shit dun wan cum out..
they said 2day off day...
so,
had 2 wait tmr oni cum out...
swt.(=.=lll)
wakakaka...
but seriously,
its really pain!!!

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

im still confuse...@.@"

i still not sure bout myslef...
whether m i still crush on dat person...
sumtimes i felt angry bout dat person,
but sumtimes i miss dat person...
but im sure dat dat person doesn't knw bout it..
haiz...
i really confuse nw...
i dunno whether shuld i let it go,
or shud i try till i got d key???
haiz...

sad~~~~

EmO eLLe (o.O)~

so pain!!!

haiz...
dunno y dis 2 days my stomach not feelin well...
may b i ate d wrong things...
haiz...

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

He has gone...

Today,

is d day wher my best pal is moving 2 KL permanently...

oso is d day dat i felt very upset...

dis morning i went to send him...

b4 dat,

v had our laz breakfast wit him...

ther were me and KY nia...

after dat v took a numba of photos wit him...

later on,

Yens arrived...

n i took her photo wit him...

dat time was d time wher d bus had arrived...

v took it rushly...

den,

when he went in2 d bus,

my eyes starts 2 cry..

i dun wan d others 2 c it,

so i tried 2 tahan my self...

when d bus started 2 depart,

i cant hold it anymore...

my tears start dripping out...

lucky he din c dat...

but 2 bad d other 2 of my frenz saw...

it was so embarresing,

a guy crying..

but i dun mind so much...

coz i oni cried 4 d 1 i really loved...

i neva cried even i broke wit my ex,

but,

if any of my frenz who r leaving me,

i think i culd cry hardly in my dark room...

althou v had separated far apart,

but his soul is owits in my heart..

jz like my best pal JC,

he has gone....

~The End~

very upset..T.T

i felt very upset...
tmr is d laz time im gonna meet 1 of my gud fren...
he is leaving penang,
n he said he wil neva cum bck anymore...

i felt very upset...
coz i tak sampai hati 2 leave him...
i dun wan him 2 leave...
but he insists wanna leave...
i hav no choice...
i cant change his decicion...

i felt very upset...
i will definitely miss him alot...
although he is not my lover,
but he is 1 of my gud fren,
who i cares alot bout him....

i felt very upset...
i feel like wanna cry...
i dunno whether i could cry anot during tmr...
but i dun wanna cry infront of him...
nth elz i can do,
but jz dripping my tears round my cheek...

i really felt very upset....
pls dun leave....
my best pal,
Edmond Wong



~sAd EmO eLLe (o.O)~

i dunno wat 2 do...

im still thinking..

whether shall i continue or shall i not...

i cant affort 2 lose...


losing sum1 which i like,

is very hard for me to do so...



i knw i dun hav a single chance,

but i still cant giv up on it...

can any1 tell me wat shud i do?

no 1 can tell me...

not even d almighty does...



~sAd EmO eLLe (o.O)