2day is a new day 4 me~~

2day,

shall b a new day for me...

i woke up in d morning,

wit a happy smile,

i woke up in d morning,

wit a happy mood...

planning 2 start on a new life,

jz like a chick jz hatched out frm d egg...

i woke up in d morning,

i saw d happy sun....

manatau....

is rainny day...-.-lll..

haha...

i wanna 4get all those sad memories...

n start a new life again 2day...

on the 1st day of October....

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

i think dis will b d end d...

nothing much 2 say d...

1 sentence,

Elle is GAME OVER!!!!

no mood...

jz sad...

n i dunno y....

im so stupid...

i swear it will not happen again....

Haiz...我也不知道我自己在想什么...

haiz...

dis few days veli moody...
later happy,

later sad..

later moody...

haiz...

sumtimes i oso veli confuse...

but i dunno whether am i very annoying??

sumtimes i oso felt dat..

but i dunno y...

my heart is so hard...

if i din contact him,

i'll very miss him...

haiz...

but if i keep on contacting him,

im afraid dat i disturb him...

scared he dun like...

haiz....

wat shud i do???

~SaD EmO eLLe (o.O)~

so damn tired...

haiz..
jz tired of working whole day...
work,study,work....
my daily routine....
veli tired...
haiz...

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

im so happy with him~~~!!!!!

hahaha...
im so damn happy with him nw...
i finally knw bout him d...
i promise not 2 let him down...
n i love him with my own true heart...
thank God 4 giving me dis chance...
even i'd broke Your rule...
but u still allow me 2 stay....
thank You....
n thx my dear~
520~~

2(3)+3(7)+3(4)+3(2)


~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

EmO

I take this knife

right to my wrist

A drop of water

lands on my mark

My life so painful

to keep on going

I give in

and feel woozy

I wish my love

to those who knew me

And keep on living

not like me...

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

I dun wanna lose him!!!!!!

why?????!!!!

i wanna knw why???!!!!
why he suddenly treat me till like dis???

im really upset rite nw...

since laz nite...

till nw...

he seldom reply my msg d....

izit gonna b d end??

pls!!!!!

i dun wanna end dis so fast!!!

pls!!!

i gave myself at least 3 months 2 b wit him...

but...

haiz...

nw gonna end like dis???

i dun wan...

i really like him n i really dun wan 2 lose him...

y is he doin dis 2 me???

WHY???!!!!!

~ELLE~a.k.a. GAME OVER!!!!

1st time bcum so damn emo style!!!

jz lovin it..^^,

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

My 1st time using Photoshop 2 edit pictures...xP

dunno~

2day,
dunno wat 2 post...
i jz felt dat 2day i veli happy...
dunno y..
but jz happy..

i still miss him...
but nvm la..
as long as he likes me,
i miss him till i pengsan oso i dun mind..
wakakaka...
gud nitez my frenz...hehe..
n oso gud nite my dear..
muax...
love ya...^^,

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

im so sorry bout dat...T.T

laz nite,
i was very exhausted...
due 2 my work...
worked full day,
10hrs...
so damn tired..
n not in mood...
dats y i din on9...





dis doesn't matter...
d thing is dat,
i put all my anger on him...
i replied his msg rudely...
i dun even knw wat am i thinking during dat time...
i jz miss him alot..
waiting 4 his reply...
but he din...
i sent him an anger msg..
he still din reply me...



i was so damn sad bout it...
at nite i culdn't slep well...
coz kept thinking of him...
i really miss him...
i cant affort 2 loose him like i'd already lose 1...


i wan him in my life...
wat i wan is his happyness...
i love him so much...
hoping he will knw hw i feel on him...





missing him every nite..
and hoping he will b here by my side...
i so regret wat i did laz nite...
haiz...


so sorry bout dat dear..
i love u so much....



miss ya...









~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

1st time being a model!!!!

Today is my 1st time being a model 2 b shot 4 our current assignment project...
usually i owits took other's pics...
but dis time i myself been a model 4 others 2 shoot...
at first i was nervous n shy..

but in d end,
i felt so hot n my "form" sudah cum liao..
haha...
fell so syok taking foto...
although its tiring,
but its fun..
i really happy 2day's photoshooting...
i wanna thx Suzan 4 taking d photo 4 me...
as well as my another model,Xiao Mi(our 2nd sis),
n oso all our group members n oso classmates...

really thx 4 their co-operations...^^,

~The End~

i love u~~~~

i jz wanna tell u hw much i love u..
i wanna thank u 4 spending ur time wit me on dat nite...
i really miss dat moment alot...

i hope v can hav dat kinda feelin like dat nite again...
i love u so much..
till i'llmiss u evryday if i din c u a day..

i miss ur lips,
i'll miss ur kisses...
i miss ur hand,
i'll miss ur hugs...
i miss ur xxxx,
i'll miss it alot..

i miss u very much...
n
i put all my love on u...
hoping our relationship can last long...
i knw even dis kinda relationship won't laz long,
but i will still try 2 maintain it...
bcoz....




i LoVe u~


my lover,
2(3)+3(7)+3(4)+3(2)~~
5201314!!!!

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~