Selfish

As i m nw getting older,
i had gone thru many things n many moment whether it is sweet,
or it is bitter...
as i knw,
frenships r veli important 4 me...
as im treating them jz like my own brothers n sisters...
but 1 thing dat im really dun like n dun understand bout it is dat,
y all human beings muz hav a SELFISH attitude in them????

sumtimes i m thinking dat m i stupid or m i sucker???
wateva they nid my help,
i help them...
but when its d day dat i nid their help,
they r trying 2 avoid it...abo leh,
they help,but their face expressions tell me a "NO" in their mind...
im really fed up wit dis kinda frenz...
sumtimes i do think y m i doing so much 4 them??
n yet they treated me like dat...
im really mad of dis already...

sumtimes i think i dun wanna bother them...
but i culdn't do dat...
my heart feels uncomfortable if i did dat...
no 1 can understand my feelings...
they jz do as they like n gain wat they want...
but they do not think bout the others....
wtf man???

i dun wan dis kinda ppl 2 b my fren...
i think frm nw on,
i will oni treat gud 2 d pe rson who treated me gud as well..
i will follow bck d theory dat i used laz 3yrs ago as it was,
"i oni respect d person who respects me"...
n dats d end of story...
ppl who do not respect me does not deserve any respect frm me!!!!
u wanna mess wit me,
i'll mess wit u!!!!

God bLess..

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

Thank You

i would like 2 thank for thoz who went 2d PESSBAND performance laz saturday..
thx alot 4 ur support...
v will try 2 make it better in future performances...^^,

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

PESSBAND concert on the 16th of May 2oo9!!!!

elo ther...
our Penang State Symphonic Band a.k.a. will b havin a concert detailed as followed:-

Date :16-May-2oo9
Time :7.30pm
Venue :Dewan Sri Penang
Ticket Price: RM10

interested???
can owits contact me at elletts_91@hotmail.com
it will b a veli nice concert during dat nite...
if not interested,
pls help me 2 pass around 2 ur frenz who r interested...
ur kindness r highly appreciated...
tq...

p.s.:dis is for penang ppl oni...if non-penang ppl oso owitz welcum...jz 2 inform dat dis concert is located at penang...tq^^,

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~