I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!!

y r u all treating me like dat???!!!!
wat mistake i'd made on u???!!!
izit bcoz dat im plu???
so u all treat me like dat???!!!!

im plu so wat???
u all cant accept it ma dunid lo!!!
i dunid a fren who do not deserve 2 b my fren!!!!
f*ck them off from my view!!!
ppl like them do not deserve any respect frm me!!!!!

~MR. & MS. eLLe~

HEADACHE~~~!!!!!!!

dunno y my head so damn pain 2day...
since i woke up till i finish my class oso still so pain...

i think is bcoz of d bloddy weather which is veli hot 2day...
haiz...
felt like almoz pengsan d...
so damn hot...
dry...
n warm...
jz like d feelin of keeping urself in microwave oven...
walau eh...
haiz...

wan go hav a nap nw...
so,
2 b continue.........xP

~MR. & MS. eLLe~

i dunno hw 2 say...

evry1 is like trying 2 avoid me...
especially my elder god bro in my work place...
sumtimes,
i felt like he dun really treat me as his younger bro..
coz

he neva call me as his bro...
n evrytime oso i started a conversation wit him 1st...
he did not cum n talk 2 me 1st wan...
even i m d 1 who owits sms him when im worry bout him...
but sumtimes he even not reply me...
haiz...

i dun really knw whether is he really treating me as his bro or as his fren?
or may b a stranger??

i jz wan a concern frm him...
i jz wan a lil care frm him...
dats all i wan frm him....
nth much...
jz wanna b his lil bro which v can care 4 each other...

evrytime i saw he is moody,
i asked him wat happened..
he jz tell me nth's worng...
i can c he is pretending nth's worng...
i saw he told moz of his frenz,
but he dun wanna tell me...

haiz...
i dunno whether shud i stop our brotherhood relationship wit him anot...
or may b is bcoz of im thinking 2 much???
haiz....
dunno la...
jz c hw is his reaction...
i hope he read my dis post...

but i knw he will neva read it...
coz..
i dun think he will even understand wat i wrote here...

~MR. & MRS eLLe~

i jz cut my hair~

dis hairstyle is designed by me..
cut by a hairdresser near my area...
her cuttings skills really great...
she can cut exactly d same as wat im thinking even i din show her hw it looks like....
really thx 2 her...
jz lov my hair...xP

~MR. & MS. eLLe~

PESSBAND @ G Hotel~

我真的是太没用了。。haiz...

haiz...
Today is the day which I'd made such a big mistake in my life...
I'd forgotten my 1st and my beloved younger god brother's 16th birthday...
I really useless...

haiz...
I mean,
how can I forget such thing like dat??
I'm really forgetful now a day...
I don't know why...
I tend 2 forget things easily...
even just now during in class,
my friend asked me to help him photostat a music score...
if he didn't remind me just now,
I really forget about it already..


This doesn't matter...
The most unforgivable is dat,
I'd forgotten his birthday..
I don't even wish him...

haiz...
How useless am I to be his brother...
I'd made him disappointed on his birthday...

Haiz...
I'm so sorry di...
I really didn't mean to forget about it...
really sorry...

haiz....

























~MR. & MS. eLLe~

my closest frenz...

my closest frenz,

r not my gud fren nor my best fren...

d oni person who r closest 2 me is my god bros...

no 1 elz can share my pain...

no 1 elz can b my listener...

no 1 elz can cum n help me when i nid their help...

no 1...

but oni my lil god bro can do so...

he is my best wan...

d 1 who i can trust...

d 1 dat i love more than my lover...

d 1 i care d moz as i treat them as my real bro...

he is my best bro...

i luv u di~~

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~