very upset..T.T

i felt very upset...
tmr is d laz time im gonna meet 1 of my gud fren...
he is leaving penang,
n he said he wil neva cum bck anymore...

i felt very upset...
coz i tak sampai hati 2 leave him...
i dun wan him 2 leave...
but he insists wanna leave...
i hav no choice...
i cant change his decicion...

i felt very upset...
i will definitely miss him alot...
although he is not my lover,
but he is 1 of my gud fren,
who i cares alot bout him....

i felt very upset...
i feel like wanna cry...
i dunno whether i could cry anot during tmr...
but i dun wanna cry infront of him...
nth elz i can do,
but jz dripping my tears round my cheek...

i really felt very upset....
pls dun leave....
my best pal,
Edmond Wong



~sAd EmO eLLe (o.O)~

i dunno wat 2 do...

im still thinking..

whether shall i continue or shall i not...

i cant affort 2 lose...


losing sum1 which i like,

is very hard for me to do so...



i knw i dun hav a single chance,

but i still cant giv up on it...

can any1 tell me wat shud i do?

no 1 can tell me...

not even d almighty does...



~sAd EmO eLLe (o.O)

Girlish

sumtimes when v talk bout sum1 elz,
v felt happy...
but do u knw dat,dat person is feeling d pain in their heart...
so,
i wanna tell u all dat,
sum ppl keep saying me girlish....
but i dun mind bout dat...
sum call me "pretty",
sum call me "handsum"...
sum even call me as "jie jie"(sister)...
but i dun mind at all...
wat i really hate is dat ppl callin me "ah pon","ah kua",sissy n wat eva shit isit la...
pls ask them fuck their own mother's pussy if they wanna call me dis..
they dun really knw bout me n they wanna simply call me like dat 4 d sake of their fun...
ask them go fuck their mother la!!!
dat wan even more fun..

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

2day hav nth 2 post...
coz nth happened 2day...
jz dat veli boring evryday oso doin same stuffs...
anyway,
thx 4 reading my blog o~

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~

I thought...

I thought he is...
but he is not...

I thought he likes...

but he does not...

I thought he can be...

but he cannot...

I thought he will...

but he will not...

I thought i can be happy,

but I cannot...

why am I so stupid?

I am I thinking about that?

Why?

Because...

I thought I like...

~The End~

I was wrong...

2day,
im not dat happy...
woke up in d morning,
went to work..

not enough slept laz nite,
so working blur blur...
went 2 kolej late,
but teacher din scold..
she asked us 2 bring laptop,
but neva ask us 2 preapare d things she nid b4 dat...

so,
i done nth during d class...
such a waste of time...
worst,
wasted my effort bringing my laptop here and ther...

schl ends,
went eat..
appointed wit frens,
end up din met...

so dissapointed...

so depress....

and. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .




so sad.....


~The End~

The most suffer things i'd ever faced...

since d 1st day i entered my institution,
i saw d eyes of a person......
looking deep into my eyes...
my nerves goes crazy,
my heart goes fast,
my mind gone mad....
i dunno y it suddenly hapens on me.....


few weeks later,
v started 2 talk and v became frenz...
dis happened during d 1st outing dat been organised in my institution...
v startded 2 talk,
v started 2 make jokes..
i started 2 make fun of my self,
dat person started 2 laugh...

d laughter,
makes me feel so comfortable....
as if dat i was d 1 who r laughing...
i dunno y,
but its fun...

few months had passed in a blink of eyes..
as v get closer wit each other,
i got a comfort frm dat person,
i felt d warmness throughout myself...

i hav a strong feelin upon dat person,
but i can barely felt dat i m not in d heart,
of dat person instead,
ther is sumting,
had blocked d entrance of me towards d space of d heart...

evryday,evry nite,
i m sad....
staying alone ther,
in the darkness,
at d corner,
wher ther is no single light,
shall shine n set me free...

now,
day by day,
my heart getting harder...
like a venom,
rushing in,
bringing d pain and d sorefulness,
killing my mind,
my soul...
but,
ther is no 1 knws bout it...

yet,
i can do nth,
but,
only wait 4 d light,
2 set me free frm d darkness,
n shall allow me,
to enter,
the place wher my joys n happiness were stored...
as im still waiting,
4 d chance even i'd broke d law,
of d almighty.....


~The End~