Selfish

As i m nw getting older,
i had gone thru many things n many moment whether it is sweet,
or it is bitter...
as i knw,
frenships r veli important 4 me...
as im treating them jz like my own brothers n sisters...
but 1 thing dat im really dun like n dun understand bout it is dat,
y all human beings muz hav a SELFISH attitude in them????

sumtimes i m thinking dat m i stupid or m i sucker???
wateva they nid my help,
i help them...
but when its d day dat i nid their help,
they r trying 2 avoid it...abo leh,
they help,but their face expressions tell me a "NO" in their mind...
im really fed up wit dis kinda frenz...
sumtimes i do think y m i doing so much 4 them??
n yet they treated me like dat...
im really mad of dis already...

sumtimes i think i dun wanna bother them...
but i culdn't do dat...
my heart feels uncomfortable if i did dat...
no 1 can understand my feelings...
they jz do as they like n gain wat they want...
but they do not think bout the others....
wtf man???

i dun wan dis kinda ppl 2 b my fren...
i think frm nw on,
i will oni treat gud 2 d pe rson who treated me gud as well..
i will follow bck d theory dat i used laz 3yrs ago as it was,
"i oni respect d person who respects me"...
n dats d end of story...
ppl who do not respect me does not deserve any respect frm me!!!!
u wanna mess wit me,
i'll mess wit u!!!!

God bLess..

~EmO eLLe (o.O)~