me..

haiz...
nw oni jz started blogging..dunno wat 2 say...
haiz...
nvm la...
i'll try write sumting la...
haiz...
no idea sumore...xP

ok...
wanna talk bout me...myself..
lol...
kk...
me,
can considered veli frenly..but im afraid of making frenz wit others...
but i dunno y n hw i can ezly started 2 make frenz when i started work at Pacific KOMTAR..
i still remembered d 1st fren i made is Chew Ho..he is a charming boy who is 1yr younger than me...
but he is abit stim stim(sorry 2 said dat ya..but its fact...xD)but actually he is a gud guy...

later on,
i oso started 2 make frenz wit joey...
n then his fren vernon...
n later on is ah teng n ah wai..
so weird is dat i started d conversation n shook hand wit them 1st instead of them 1st..xP
dis is wat im surprise of...coz till so far,
i neva started any conversation wit others b4 making frenz...
but dis is so diffrent...xP

but anything oso,
i treat my frenz all like my own brothers sisters..
i cared bout their feelins,
i like 2 share their emotions wit me..
coz im feelin hard 2 c my frenz unhappy or upset..

ther is 1 time 1 of my fren(name shall not b mentioned) he argued wit his partner..
dat time i ask him 2 share d pain wit me...
coz i dun wan him 2 suffer alone...
i belive dat after a person express it out,they will felt much more better...
so,
dis is wat im trying 2 do...
haiz...
but dat time,
i feel d pain 2...
but i think dats worth it i did it 4 my frenz...
coz i love them so muc n i cant affort 2 loose any of them...

i knw,
1day,
when schl reopens especially,
i knw dat 1 by 1 they will disappear frm my view...
but,
i will try my best 2 remember n keep in touch wit them...

n but,
im afraid...

im afraid dat they will 4get me soon...
as they leave d work place....

wat i can do is...
oni pray 2 God...
hope dat God will made them remember me...
n treat me as hw i treat them...

haiz...
dats all i wanna said 4 dis chapter la..
wanna cry d..
T.T

thx 4 reading my 1st posting of blog...
hope u all enjoy readin it n will continue 2 read more of my posts...

~sAd EmO eLLe (o.O)~